Your First day of school
January,4th, 2016 

  Hey bray daddy enjoyed this weekend with you. Believe it our not I'm finally getting my mind onto normal life again. I really had a blast with you running around the house. You me and Kelly played and cooked, and had fun. I miss having you around all the time. Daddy is working really hard at work to ensure a brighter future. When your finally old enough to reward this I just wan you to know you are my world. I am a lucky guy to have such an amazing little girl. I diden't tell mommy but I over stocked on chocolate milk for you so you had it! I know you love it. Your little feet are casted again and I just know your going to get through this better than I did. Your finally starting school too. I cant believe your already in Pre- School! It amazes me how quick time fly's. I remember holding you in my arms only a few short years ago and you were so tiny!

   Auntie Nicole even had me sign your cast for her this weekend, she called up and made sure her name was on there.lol She wanted you to know she loved you and she really does. Grandma also came to the apartment and sat with you while I cleaned, she played shopkins with you and it was adorable! I just want you to know more than anything in the world that you are loved, and even if Daddy is going through a rough time right now I will always be here for you!

Daddy has been working at Doctor Green now going on almost a year, I'm excited to have a job where I can finally feel like I can be there for you financially and emotionally. Your little smile warms my heart, and your determination to complete any task in front of you inspires me to try harder and harder! Your mommy and me had a long talk these past few days, she loves you more than anything and your a lucky one kiddo. You have 4 of us that love you no matter what. Mommy and daddy are still friends even though we are not together. That by the way never ever had anything to do with you. I never ever want you to feel like how I felt as a kid. Mommy and daddy both are good people, we each have our own issues and you had nothing to do with us splitting up. You have held us together in a lot of ways I don't think you will ever realize. Daddy for a long time tried so hard to be a good daddy but I let a lot of things around me take the place of being the best I could. I have been putting a lot of those things to the waist side and really focusing on you lately and you deserve it. You know just how to make my day!

I cant wait to see you in a weekend or so. I want to spend time with you and watch some more Up, its a great movie btw... You can thank Kelly for that movie. She loves you too kiddo. She looks forward to each and every time you come over! Well I have to get back to work lunch is almost done kiddo...

Love Daddy xoxoxo

Happy thanksgiving kiddo

Dear Brayleigh,

   Thanksgiving was yesterday. I really missed you. Holidays really havent been the same since you and mommy moved. Im going through a rough time right now, but I am working to better myself for me and you kiddo. I move into my apartment on Monday. I will be sure to keep your toys and bed set up for you. I hope you know you are important to me. Daddy loves you kiddo. I always have. Im so proud of you! I cant believe your 3 now! I hope you had a great holiday!

Dear Brayleigh,

   I first of all want to tell you I love you. We are apart right now, and I miss you everyday. I want for you to be able to look back at 25 and read this blog I am putting together for you. I love you more than anything in the world. When you were born I thought I had it all together. I wanted to be the best dad in the world. Me and your mom spent hours shopping, planning and dreaming. You were our joy. I remember thinking what a lucky guy I was I had my own little one on the way. The day you were born I was so excited. Now your three years old. I love you and I just want you to know that. Im going to try and write you here at least once a week. I lost my dad young, and I want to make sure in case you ever loose me you know what you mean to me.